Missing Reflection

mirror, like murky water. looking deeply, for any resemblence of what was me. dialated eyes, searching for a glimpse of my soul. my breath, fogging up this empty pool. i used to see a beautiful but lost girl. now, the image has distorted. am im still standing here, facing the abyss. an outline of an older woman now faces me. oh, where have i disappered to. do others see this ghost before them. a shadow exist now, how long has it been. since i was a creature of substance. solid, still remaining on the plane between light and the absence of light.