Memories

I have these memories that have been in my mind and reflect and go back in time sometimes painful sometimes unkind And they seem so clear to me as I look back at my life Some are pleasant some sad. I try not to think of the hurtful memories that were bad. When the bad thoughts come my way and try and brush them off and enjoy the day. Sometimes the pain we had when we were young felt so real and hurt like a bubble bee when you got stung. You can reflect on the painful moments you had. It is ok for as you see things now and what you have you can be sure that you are glad what you are doing with your life today you are enjoying the moments just for today. I remember when I was that little girl. Who sometime did not feel love or have been ignored. Something’s were hard do deal with so I stayed up in my room and decided to hide. I know now that I am liked and have a lot of good inside. Memories are sometimes good or sometimes bad. We cant all have life easy al though we wish we could. But deep down inside I can say I am grateful for the good things and the family I had. I don’t shut the door of these thoughts I have I just try and do what is right and not question to what is in store. We all have ghost in the closet and was not proud of our life and the people we hurt alone the way. Take each moment and enjoy the good memories and our families who have become so dear. Sometimes we do not understand what has happened in our past and the people that we lost that has been so dear .But even the worse things were not as bad as it seems. Try and not let those fears of our past get away. The most we can enjoy is the now and today. It was real as we look back in time and now as the years go past us it seems like only a dream. Be the best you can be for your fellow man. No matter how old you are and what kind of road you have traveled your memories are like a library a big stack of books and was not as bad as it looked. you look back in your life they will always be in your mind and you can take your thoughts and store them away for another time. Now I am older and can see clear for my loved ones who are missed and have been very dear. When you have these thoughts. And your mind is racing. Don’t forget the past and hold them dear to your heart. As I am telling you now for enjoy the memories the here and now.