Memories

Walking through the monsoon feeling alone smelling the smoke that made me a joke running under the rain that is freezing my brain my hands empty filling my jacket are missing the ones that were in my pockets i loved u and i sacrificed my soul but u killed me and u buried me after all i still love u i dunno why but this smell of love is always passing by it s catching fire in me and is making me want to kill the enemy i walked slowly remembering the memories when we were sitting here on the ground and hearing the laughter and the sounds mumbling softly "I love you", holding your arms that seemed so calm shivering in mine were touching my feelings and made me tear a cry. it meant that everything will be erased and i will be chased i tried to fight it i tried to kill.. but this face stamped in my head made me chill... but the envy in my brain is not gone and never will... i held my breath and felt that am dying i tried 2 hide it and i am still trying