Love With Regret

i can see you even though your miles away i can feel your smiles in front of my face i feel my spirit inside me i feel your lies deciveing i feel my spirit leaving me every tear you cry every time you beg to die i cant help but think its all a lie if our love wasnt true what else is there to see threw pain last a life time this one thing is true me loving you and you hateing me is one pain i will live threw i desereve this world i desereve loneliness why did you rip this from my chest why dont you just put me to rest all i have is regret all i have is hate i guess one year is too long to wait i wasnt there when you needed again!!! i guess any man is better than a empty bed to far gone you only lead me along you stabbed me in the chest and straight threw the back one year shows everything he lacked leave me here lay me down and stab me threw the back what you took from me and gave to him is something that will never ease your pain for my blood and my quievering veins is something that still remains and you will never consume this side you where never good enought for sucide.