Lost and Insecure

Lost and Insecure


This time around,
I was again left with heartbroken and tears,
I gotta be tough
I gotta be strong
I hope it will soon be over

Lost and insecure
I thought for day and night
if I should give us another chance
Why can't I just walk away
when I knew you were just lying to me
what were you doing with her on the bed
when I am missing you here
what were you doing with her on the bed
when I am planning for a surprise for you

I am not the most intelligent person
nor I am the prettiest lad you ever know
but this while
you know I been treating you with all my heart
love you with all my heart
and how did you have the heart to fool me around?

Baby,
it's saddening enough
and I'd almost giving up myself yesterday night
I cried in my sleep
The moment I close my eyes,
All the memories of you and I
came flaunting back
the days I call you babbyy....!
and those days you tried to make me smile and laugh
because you said,
I look best when I smile
and my laughers that brightens you everyday

I was hurt this time around
but I have never regret of knowing you
and I did try everything I can to make your heart stay
all I ask for
is you being honest to me..
If a love wihtout honest and trust,
what is love all about then?
Loving has blur my visions..
I no longer have the guts to go on..

Tell me baby,
if we worth for another chance,
for all the memories we been trying to hold on
and is it worth trying again
for the painstaking tears we shed
I am left lost and insecure..
Copyright © | Year Posted 2013


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