Lost

I complicated my life by falling for him Something so unexpected that turned into a whim And every time I think of it I’m swaddled by chills Because knowing that you’ll never be mine Is a thought that kills So as I amble lost in myself My soul inside just simply burning I realize you wont be returning Within my eyes lies a story untold In my heart a memory I hold Slowly as my love and hope fade A cocoon surrounds me from all the pain that is made Therefore everyday since the wake of dawn My thoughts of joy are dead and gone.