Loss of a Husband

When I lost my husband
I lost myself completely
I Couldn't understand
That no longer would he greet me
I'm empty in my mind
Please someone help me find
A little peace and happiness
That I have left behind
My heart is badly broken
And I'm trying to understand
why god called for my husband
When we had a future planned
Why do i have to hurt so much
Why suffer all this pain
I know now that my husband's gone
I'll never be the same
I really need some answers
I really need to know
He can't just disappear
No He just can't go
Because I really love him
And i need him so
But yes he has left me
He has gone away
I've not been the same
Ever since that day
My heart feels hollow
My head feels sad
I never imagined 
I'd feel this bad
Please come back
I miss you so
I'm so confused 
Why you had to go
I've spoken that I'm broken
But no-one can hear
As I wipe away
Yet another tear
I wait all alone
Each day and each night
Waiting for someone
To make things alright
It's not going to happen
It's not meant to be
He only exists now
In my memory
Copyright © | Year Posted 2013


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Date: 12/26/2013 3:01:00 AM
So heart wrenching. Sorry for your pain. There is a resurrection hope. (John 5:28,29)You can be sure that God hates death and did not wish him to be taken from you. (Revelation 21:4)
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Donna Saphier
Date: 12/26/2013 12:28:00 PM
Thankyou so much x
Date: 12/23/2013 4:34:00 PM
- Making a pain in my heart to read your heartbreaking poem Donna. - oxox // Anne-Lise <3 <3 <3
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Donna Saphier
Date: 12/24/2013 10:32:00 AM
Than-kyou for your comment xx
Date: 12/23/2013 3:57:00 PM
very heart felt...may you have blessed a courage to take the pain and memories...Merry Christmas! :)
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Date: 12/24/2013 10:32:00 AM
Thank-you very much xx
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