Karma

I miss the loneliness that was mine I was lonely but I had no pain But I lost it at my own fault Thinking I could be happy again Now I suffer the consequences And I pay for it with my blood Because I open the gates of my heart And the pain rush in like a flood The fire that burns in the cold Has gone out with out a trace And god has turn his back on me Tired of seeing tears on my face Love knows I was a stupid man Not the sharpest tool in the shed? So love had its way with me Then just leave me for dead But this foolish heart of mines It just keeps on beating So the claws of death Keeps putting off our meeting I was lonely before I met her But I was not hurting And when she came and left It was time to close the curtain I can try to stop the rain from falling? And catch a bird that already flew? Even try to stop the wind from blowing But I can never stop loving you Every thing about her is a miracle To me she’s just an angel Maybe she returns to heaven Maybe my life was too much hell Maybe it’s just my karma Maybe I made someone cry So now it’s my turn to suffer Until the day i die Karma is a ***** we all know My grand mother use to say What goes around comes around And it will kick you in the butt one day For what ever deeds I’m paying for Never was my intentions to do you wrong All I ask for is your forgiveness Before they bury me in the ground I know friends and family will hate me For giving them a reason to cry But I couldn’t go on suffering Its why slit my wrists and beg to die