Jus Rambling

poetry has always been my first language now it seems im chocking on my words lyrics that use to come out so fluently now have no rhyme, or a rhyme but no rythm or a rythm but no beat how is it that a beat that use to jam so beautifully in my mind suddenly go silent its as if ive gone mute sure i can talk but what are word without meaning without heart what is the point of a heartbeat if your still dead inside body still moving but only towards a place to hide looking for an exit a place to store the remaining essence of me but there is none so whats left for me to be