Is He There

Some stupid things said weird things explained I plan on losing sleep and having bad dreams in my bed now you say you won't like how I sleep I have little left to hold onto can't you see that? sold all my things deserted my home waiting for a ring constantly check my phone just to see is he still there? Is he still there? My Dad wondered why I'd cried and I could not say not for the life of me would I ever explain.. I feel like we're over had the rug pulled from under me constantly over and over we're on we're off you'll pull me in you turn me off Are you there? when you're there when you're not there it all feels the same and I'm so tired Building this imaginary house in an imaginary town and I wanna jump ship I wanna skip town Is he there? Is he still there?