Insomnia

I can’t sleep and it’s because of you when did I become so dependent? I think about everything And how it led to the present I can’t come up with it-the answer is not my solution I close my eyes and drift in and out of consciousness sleep my resolution. Patience my virtue I let it be but I still can’t sleep And the only reason why is because of you. I feel like I'm free falling and awake in terror anger sets in and it’s your name I’m calling. Something always stops me I get a hold of myself and try again but in the end sleep is beat.