Insecurity

Insecurity Nothing can ever satisfy. Forever I’ll be in torment. Never will I know the why. What was it you meant. Destroyed I have become. You see it in my eyes. Completely left undone. Given way to my demise. I try my best to stray. Nonetheless it lingers still. I struggle it away. I fight with all my will. I feel the urge you want. I myself want it too. Ceaselessly it haunts. Yet there’s nothing I can do. Both the outside and the in Feelings are the same. I can never win This heart wrecking game. Repulsive do I feel. Never good enough throughout. Losing all my zeal. Swallowed whole in all this doubt. Blame can possibly account. Yet it offers no relief. Nothing can ever amount. Only I can hold the belief. I cannot stand to suffer. Yet the pain I must still bear. It may just make me tougher Each agonizing affair.