I'M Ugly

I’m Ugly
Ijust do not understand on why I can’t never get a girlfriend
I go to school and try to talk to a girl
But she end up dissing me
Talking about me behind my back
Calling me ugly  
And when my buddies tell me the news
I get discourage
And when I come home I go to the bathroom
And look into the mirror trying to see if it’s true
The mirror breaks I started to cry because I’m ugly
And I cannot fix my face I never wish to be this ugly
But I guess my mother lie to me
Because she said I was handsome I try to look the best that I can be
13But it seems to be worthless because none of the girls are impress
They always go for them boys that’s popular and looks the best
But they never go for them boys that looks less attractive on the outside
But more attractive on the inside
Sometimes I wish that girls were more mature on what they look for
From a man but I guess they will always pass the good men by
Sometimes I ask God why he made me so ugly
Why couldn’t he make me fine as hell so all the girls can love me then
But I guess I will always be dreaming because no girls love me
And when I see the other dudes date the girls I love or fantasize
I get mad because they are only going with them for sex
But they usually have success on doing it
Come back to school the next day and see the girls I desire pregnant
I hate when Valentines comes around
Because I don’t have no girl to give a gift to or make love to
Watching couples make love through my window
Thinking like damn why that couldn’t be me
Man I’m sick of being lonely
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Sometimes I wish I had a girl like Brooke Valentine
A smart, pretty, and sweet girl that fears God
But I know this will never be true because I will never find a girl just like
her
But **** it let me stop crying
Because someday I will find me a girl that’s perfect for me
And I don’t know why my reader is laughing but this is how I feel at times
I wish I had a girl as a friend that can encourage me at times to build my
self-esteem back up
But I guess it will never happen because my self-esteem will always be
low until I finally get that one girl I desire

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