I'M Tired

I'm tired of being blurry when everthing is so clear I'm tired of being lost Living with such fear I'm tired of being broken when everthing is whole I'm tired of being ashamed and loosing my soul I'm tired of being depressed When everthing is so happy I'm tired of all this luck why does it have to be so crappie I'm tired of being alone when everyone is their I'm tired of being the outcast and living in despair I'm tired of being compared from one person to the next I'm tired of judged it's really starting to perplex But' Most all I'm tired of being tired abondoned alone on a single wire Im trying to wake up, and better my self worth God help me, give me a spiritual rebirth