I'M Never Happy Song

I don't know what I'm sad for I don't know why I'm crying Gonna go to bed soon Because I feel like dying "I'm never happy song" This ones for you Everytime that door closes My heart it breaks in two It's not your fault That you don't care That you can hurt your girl When your not even there Invisible tears to you Because you'll never understand When are you going to realize That this is just the way I am How can I be good for you? I try so hard, you see That I get so low and tired Then the sad grows inside of me My head is sometimes hazy I can feel it drag me down I don't know how to change it all I think its too late now Am I just completely wasted? Does it have to be this way? There seems that nothings left for me At the end of another day What am I even living for? When my appetite for life is never full Trust me it was never your fault I want good enough for you I'll never know my own worth I'll never see your side Hate me all you want Because I do, all the time