If Only

i cared for the liquid spirits i could soak in the mind of forgetfulness and drink to a happy monument of no important but a lass i have no fix to comfort me i am sober and weak to all i see and mobbed to my own execution i see no hope for the knowing for the power is in the doing, and the teaching of minds that is to be blind to there own I's (eyes) of being true who will suffer in the most of times for there eyes see, what the do not my eyes saw what my mind, could not or would not believe ---------------------------------------------------------------------- If Only i cared for the liquid spirits i could soak in the mind of forgetfulness and drink to a happy monument of no importance but alas i have no fix to comfort me i am sober and weak to all i see and mobbed to my own execution i see no hope for the knowing for the power is in the doing and the teaching of minds that is to be (that are) blind to there own I's (eyes) of being true who will suffer in the most of times for there (their) eyes see, what they do not my eyes saw what my mind, could not or would not believe (fixed?5-5-2017)