I Just Wanted To Say I'M Sorry

I just wanted to tell you sorry one more time. So I'm sorry for the lie and I'm sorry for hurting you. And I'm also sorry for all the pain I put you through. I know you've been through a lot. And trust me I have experienced some of it to. The pain really does hurt and it's nothing that I would choose to ever go through. I know it's not easy and I know it's not fair. But trust me it happens because I've been there. And it wasn't easy or fair. But that's beside the point. You have a choice to either forgive me or not. And that is a choice you will have to make on your own though even though I know you've been through a lot. So I really hope you accept this apology. And give this one a thought. Because it was really hard for me to tell you this and maybe not as hard as the first time. But it did take some time and it also took a lot. So all I'm asking is to please give this a thought.