I Hope There Is a Heaven the Invisible Man

Across the fields of golden corn there are no subtle waves just wretched waves, I stand and look and it takes me back to bitterness no clean bright golden days, I remember standing here with you but you have gone no more smiling at my side, This was many, many years ago your smile was my sword but you left me you died, Often I stand in our place with vengeance and anger seeing what we once both saw, My eyes well up with warm tears I need revenge to calm my hate as never before, And through my tears I see you my throat burns looking across our favorite place, So young so pretty full of life my heart stopped, there is so much I cannot face Living always with sadness trudging through a ruined life it’s been so very long, You visit my dreams every night then again you leave in the morning you are gone, And so starts another day of sadness all alone and a heavy aching, bleeding heart, The words I need do not exist they never will all is pain as it hurts to be apart, So I get on with my life through its blackness, play the part of a very average man, Deep inside hidden under hate and bitterness we will be one again, I hope we can.