I Don'T Know What I Know

To be honest, I don't know what to write I repeat the same speech of uncanny passions and mixed emotions I don't know if I have enough courage to fight I beat the same rhythm everyday - my head's spinning with notions I don't know the difference between wrong and right I don't know what I know I don't know how to let go I don't know the things you know I do know that you have to go I do know where your boat will row I do know letting go Is part of living in this world today I guess that's how we grow Why's my veins injected with dismay? How do I know that you've departed from me? How did I know that you were taking advantage of me? How did I know? It was a wild guess... Yahhh know ? ? I don't know the difference between peace and turmoil I reflect upon past memories - full of despair and delight I have no clue what to do with you on my mind But you left me to spoil...and I crumbled away like foil I have no clue what to do to reveal your effulgent light I greet the same people day after day - Will my gladness ever reach a great height? You were gold to my eye...but now I'm blind What are YOU going to do? Leave me behind? I don't know how to feel anymore I feel numb, cold, woe, discouragement - you just ignore Why do you STILL ignore me? But you go on with life as if I didn't exist Might as well do the same thing...you'll be missed I don't know how to sprinkle you with glory? But you're a marvelous sight I treated you like a mat...consuming dust and remorse I don't recognize you anymore... ~~~~~~~~~~ I d-don't KNOW you ~~~~~~~~~~ I don't feel your warmth and I don't know you...anymore Though you're the sun - flawless and bright