I Am Who I Am Dec 29 2010

I am my own worst enemy, I am damaged beyond repair. Terrorized by my own inner demons, controlled by my own worst fear. Stuck in this fragile state of mind, shuffling my way through. The pain sets in, I cant think, I cant decide on what to do. Everything gets all tangled up, all knotted way to tight. I'm searching for any sign of relief, as I lye awake at night. It's always busy upstairs, like i'm on the interstate during rush hour. I'm stuck in the line of traffic, and I have absolutely no power I would give almost anything in life, just to make the noises go away. To be able to close my eyes and feel at ease, even if it's only for a day.