How Can I

How can I stop when the world won't allow me. Each morning I arise to your name and face in my mind and on my lips. How can I Stop when I see you everywhere little pieces of you that twist at my core I hear your voice singing one small verse and the wind mimics your breath. How can I stop when I hear your name and my heart skips a beat and my breath is stolen away. My mind replays images of past times I can never forget and my eyes search for you everywhere. How can I stop these feelings which I should have never had which now is all I know. How can I stop I cannot for this is all that remains and if I should even I will vanish