Holding a Secret Prayer

Today I’ve been leading my heart on a lonely chase Thinking of things in a million ways As time just keeps slipping away Like the rain falling from my sky Every day and every night Knowing the stars disappear because of the many clouds in sight And Inside I hold a secret prayer To have someone who would understood the tears I hide And all of my emotional roller coaster rides That has been bottled for year’s cause of pride Oh so many times I‘ve tried to make a few new friends Some hang around for a while then they disappear again Just casting me aside far and wide While my feelings cave in like a rising tide As try not to cry wondering why I just can’t be satisfied having no friends in my life And I know that just hanging out with me is getting kind of old But I am so tired of being treated like I’m a common cold Sure is a lonely road to not fit in where ever I go Although I will keep holding on to my secret prayer For that special friend out there somewhere