Hide the Pain

I sit here and think I'm depressed The hurt and all the pain successed Finally, they made me fall and kneel No longer in denial, facing what's real Yet its so hard for me to just fall I can't let them take and have it all All mine, my memories, mind and soul I won't let them steal my role In this life I will struggle more to live To have to provide, something to give Yes I'm on my knees and I am weak But my pride is as it was, at its peak I will not cower and let them kill me I will conquer them, you'll see I don't need to be healthy to fight I can crack them with my will and might Never ever, will my honor, I stain I will always be able to hide the pain