Hate the Time When You Came

I keep thinking often: How you gave me company When I needed one most; Friendship came, when you came, There was bliss, fondness and joy-- It was light when you stood- by-- I was happy--the world stood with me... Then you changed... I was baffled... I didn't know how to react; All this while when you ceased to speak with me I tried to make my aquaintance With the new you... I never was disregarding-- Only needed you to understand And wanted to understand only you... The World hated me when I tried to do so: I didn't realize, When that for your consideration I worked, I disregarded the world And you disregarded me... Not very long ago, times changed-- Some things changed again-- Somehow your hatred for me changed, Though not of your own accord... You had almost deserted me, but came back; Once again, I don't know why I found hope... But then, when I most needed you, You left a second time, Leaving me maimed-- My life ruined-- You left me changed, And now I despise you....