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Sometimes I feel like telling you go on just do it get on with it get it over with if you want to finish your life I don't give a .... other times I want to solve it for you fix whatever is wrong make you happy lead you to Jesus let you find salvation but you may never find happiness because you love misery boredom and feeling sick it makes you happy in your miserable kind of way I'm not sure where this is going but it will come to me God will tell me one day I just need patience