Forever Is the New Never

If only I had the courage to say this to you I never new love until I met you We shared our hearts, minds, bodies, and souls We shared a connection so deep the angels above could not even grasp People say that times heal the broken hearted But I still dream of you I still cry myself to sleep thinking of you I still look out the window hoping to see your smiling face Living on a promise of forever I never thought something could hurt this bad You hurt me in ways you promised you never would Our baby girl is 6 months old now… Sixth months since you’ve been gone Sixth months since our baby was born Sixth months since your hurt me the most I remember lying on that cold hospital bed Living on a promise of forever Having our baby girl, I prayed so hard That you would come, but you never did I wish I knew why? I wish I could understand I never felt so scared I never felt so alone Remember when we said forever? Well I guess forever is the new never So I promise to Never and not always love you