Flashbacks of a Fool

Why did I think it was normal to scream Hearing my name cursed couldn't be that mean Broken doors Shattered dreams Not as bad as it seems Why did I think It was what I deserved That I didn't have the right to put my feelings first Why did I let you change who I was Didn't I know That's not what love does Just glad to now know I did what I had to do Pondering flashbacks of a fool It still hurts my pride today Just knowing I let you hurt me that way Why wasn't I smarter than love Shouldn't I have known It's not what love does Just glad I did What I needed to do Ecstatic that I didn't lose me trying to love you Its funny because I knew deep down we were through There could never be a complete me when that me is loving you Pondering Flashbacks of a fool