Flashback

im a child again sitting down on the bed alone then i see him my whole body goes numb and cold "its not real, its not real" i repeat to myself but it is real too real he comes closer and i beg him not to hurt me but no matter how much i beg i know its coming i try to run, but he is too fast i cant even make it out to the hall he catches me and throws me on the floor then the pain starts i want to scream out for help but no one is there i beg him to stop and when he finally does he smiles "youll beg for that one day" he says to me, and simply walks off as if nothing has happened and im alone again i try so hard to scrub the feeling of him off of me but it doesnt work then the flashback is over and im left to hold myself together and deal with what he did