Final Prayer
Forgive me Father for I have sinned...
Tears and blood stain my sheets as I lay
motionless on my bed. Many of times
have I attempted to stop my pain, my suffering.
Now finally, I think I have succeeded.
I shake and tremor as thoughts of
my friends and family rush threw my head...
Lord what have I done? in trying to end my pain,
I cause my family grief. I didn't think of them before..
Dear God save me from myself...
I just wanted to stop the pain. There was just
so many thoughts going through my head and
they wouldn't stop! Father make them stop...
I don't want to hurt anymore. My heart body and soul is
sore. And a deep darkness has taken toll. im numb...
My eyes are blurred...I hear screams...Is this
really the end for me? If so then please,
Forgive me Father for I have sinned...
Copyright © Monica Nealy | Year Posted 2013
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