Fall Out

Forgive me not my dear Even though apart feels like a tearing of flesh And even now Our hearts already lonely before we do apart Let me walk away my love. Some men are meant to journey alone. True a lovely thing we had But Now before us is my mess of all our hopes Pain is all I caused in the end And What of all awhile? Promises of a single lifetime spent together Whispers spoken in the heat of passion Always Torn asunder, between loving me And Wanting to walk away. With time I changed, did I not…………but In the beginning did I ever deceive you? Did I lead you on with lies? Regrets is all we have now Was I worth all that pain I caused, all your sacrifices? Need I convince you to let me walk away my love. To let me shy away with my shame I'm no lover to abide Move on and find your happiness with another Maybe then my regrets will fade to old memories And vague recollections. We can build other hopes and dream on them if we dare. Memories will with time perish, Some as I write this verse I shed off my memory with each tear I shed for us. Doubtless some will recline with me in eternal slumber. Forever cherished, a lifetime’s reminder of love And Its high cost in heartache. To stop you I will not try dear, I hurt you bad I know I love you is not enough to answer for my crimes nor is it even a worth excuse I of all people shouldn’t be the one to hurt but care and love In all sincerity nothing justifies or redeems my actions to you You do not deserve that sort of treatment As you walk away please learn that from my mistakes And whoever he is, out there ……………. I hope he treats you better I love you dear , I was tired, I was angry, I felt worthless I tried talking to you but you weren’t really giving me the attention I needed at that moment So when you …………………..it wasn’t all for you. It was for him and for life I also am needy I'm sorry because I really do love you and I hurt you the most and now I stand to lose you.