Explanation and Regret
My vision was tainted
I just couldn't see
the hurt turned into a red cloth
held by a crazed banshee
I charged with whatever I could find
not thinking of anything
the hurt just made me blind
I didnt stop to think of you
the consequences were not in sight
My rage just turned into a bloody fight
regret is now weighing me down
the shame is raising and I must drown
and hope the hurt that I caused you
does not run deep as deep as you say
I never wanted to hurt you that way
I can't promise I wont ever do or say stupid things
I can't promise sometimes when jealousy springs
But I'll never be shy of saying I'm sorry
I'll always admit when I'm wrong
I'll never give you dumb excuses
or sing you lies in a song
I'll always be ready to listen
I'll always be here to care
When life is so so good
Or things in general just aren't fair
I love you for a reason
you see things oh so clearly
your the pure amongst the debris
Whatever your thoughts of me now
I deserve and don't blame you at all
the damaged is done, is it irreparable?
I know you need time and even then
in me your trust you will find it hard to reinstall
But just incase, to let you know
I'm just here waiting for your call....
Copyright © Allie Lusha | Year Posted 2010
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