Even To This Day

even to this day,i can still hear your voice, your beautiful sweet voice,racing threw this place, even to this days i remember who you are, it kills me inside,knowing your gone so far, i repeat our conversations and that only makes me cry, some times it makes me laugh,you were always so silly, even to this day i keep the heart you gave me,it still new full of feeling, it still contains the date we created this love, you left so much in my life,foot steps with a memorie behind it, And here i am,still beating my self up,i close my eyes and .make sure i dont breath, i really need a friend,oh thats right you never have time,not even for me, even to this day, i carry more than what i ever gave, that is acully wrong,i gave more than what this words will ever make you strong, i remember i promise you the moon the sky the stars, well here i am holding the moon like a ring, pulling the sky like ballons, and having the stars together like flowers, even to this day i remember who you are, and like the promis i made, ill creat a world with just you and me,just us, even to this day i cry myself to sleep, than i tell myself im all alone, loenlyness became my best friend, even to this day,i wish i could go back, and say something to does silent phone calls we had, even to this day,this end makes me sad. it makes me fear,not just pain but also tears.