Even Though

The melancholic expression of my darkness materialized in a disfigured face in the mirror shows me the monster who took over me and destroyed my life and of the ones involved and even though big lessons I have learned condemned I am to suffer the bleeding of love to see you go over and over again in a different body to a different place … Crying my soul has been all day where the treasure boxes are kept with the names of the ones who share the different pieces of my broken heart a heart that finds no ending to the asphyxia of a bloody solitude to the pounding of the memories in an almost desperate scenario Yesterday, I lost you because I could not see you one day because I could not find you on our bed because the devil took over while you were away ignoring my ignorance my stupidity and your stupidity fresh meat for the angels of hell Crying my soul has been all day while on the other side of the world you speak a different language with a different face I feel you still love me even though you are far away I feel you are still here even though you just left …