Escaping From Reality

trying to pinch myself,if this is true. counting one to three w/o a clue. asking myself why I'm here nothing is sinking,everything is not clear wondering if this is the blue horizon wishing for unchanging season i shouldn't look back,i need to keep moving i should move forward & keep searching. asking myself if this is what it is nothing to let go,nothing to miss having my little world,creating my own. a place that no one has ever known catching a breath,just running i was glad, glad that I'm not hiding. feeling so free. free from everything i see i was about to cross the boarder line but i heard something, it was like a sign it was a whisper,from a familiar voice. a sign,saying i need to make a choice it was a voice saying i was escaping, i stopped and thought about everything. i realized,that i was not free but lost stood still & paused this is definitely the great escape. my own world, just recorded in a disc & tape this mind full of curiosity. a reason that made me escape from reality. so i listened to the voice that whispered. i closed my eyes and muttered, "let me know the truth & set me free" just a glimpse,i was back where i should be.