End It All
End my life
Take it away
Throw upon me all that I deserve
Curse this irrational anger of mine
Pour acid upon my jealousy
Blind my paranoia
and slice me into pieces
The one that means the most
I hurt the most
Why
What the hell is wrong with me
My best-friend
tormented and tortured
because of me
of me
of me
WHY?
I did not ask for this for her
She did not need this
Take away my life
End it
Take the darkness away from her
Take me away
Before I damage her beyond repair
I am a failure
I am worthless
I mean nothing to everyone
I am useless
I am like a wild fire
Destructive and hateful
I do not benefit anyone
I only harm
I am sorry
But I do not understand this poisonous anger
And why it has to be directed towards my dearest
My most special friend
The only one to have stuck around me
No matter what
and I do this
Why
What the hell is wrong with me
It is time to end it all
Remove the evil from the earth
Remove myself
Ease her burden
I’m sorry
Copyright © Rebecca Larkin | Year Posted 2012
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