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End It All

End my life
Take it away
Throw upon me all that I deserve
Curse this irrational anger of mine
Pour acid upon my jealousy
Blind my paranoia
and slice me into pieces
The one that means the most
I hurt the most
Why
What the hell is wrong with me
My best-friend
tormented and tortured
because of me
of me
of me
WHY? 
I did not ask for this for her
She did not need this
Take away my life
End it
Take the darkness away from her
Take me away
Before I damage her beyond repair
I am a failure
I am worthless
I mean nothing to everyone
I am useless
I am like a wild fire
Destructive and hateful
I do not benefit anyone
I only harm
I am sorry
But I do not understand this poisonous anger
And why it has to be directed towards my dearest
My most special friend
The only one to have stuck around me
No matter what
and I do this
Why
What the hell is wrong with me
It is time to end it all
Remove the evil from the earth
Remove myself
Ease her burden
I’m sorry

Copyright © Rebecca Larkin | Year Posted 2012

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Jonas L. Rozario Date: 10/16/2012 7:47:00 AM Great write...full of emotion...sometimes we hurt the people that matters to us most and on the process we actually end up hurting ourselves. Superb!!! Login to Reply

Laura Breidenthal Date: 8/21/2012 7:46:00 PM As much as I disagree with you being worthless or useless, or any of those things, I really like this poem. Don't end everything. We must move on. . .and there's nothing we can do to mend whatever happens to us in our lives(usually). We just have to press on and forgive eachother for our hurts. Sorry. And I already forgive you. Just wish I can help. Always and forever, Laura Login to Reply Rebecca Larkin Date: 8/21/2012 9:06:00 PM Just forgiving my stupidity and always being around helps... You've stood by me through everything...I need to show you the same graciousness you give me...