Emotional Eruptions

every time i think  we are cool you say the meanest things you make my cry out in classic blues of a busted heart you must know and time my change of attitude when you are nice to me with a drop of nastiness to make me aware of your long standing resentment you disguised so well in you peace offerings oh you are so clever waiting for me to complain  about things you know i hate while pretending to be unaware of things i find annoying but that's okay i'll keep it to myself pretend i didn't notice as you push buttons just to get a rise out of me it didn't work this time my time has been set sustaining blows  from your tongue, sharp as a two edge sword has me wondering if this is all life has to offer in love and war straight forward into the core  of my heart still seeping blood from your last blow I'm pinned to the wall in this prison  you have carved for me the moment my feet hit the sand rising from the raging sea of emotions you create in me to destroy my happiness and sap my joy has begun to swallow me whole here you come again and again with the those big feet staring me in the face just before i'm slam backyard into another wave of tsunami  like emotions stay away from me can you at least allow my heart to recuperate for a least a moment from the earthquakes shifting in my bones give me just a moment of peace from the red hot lava boiling in my veins I'm trying hard not to erupt spewing nasty magna  all over your face then watching  you melt like the wicked witch from the wizard of oz it does me no good to act like a fool while you act like a victim of circumstance attempting to blind the eyes and minds of outsiders wondering saying what?