Drowning

I feel as though I'm drowning in a non-existent sea being thrown about by waves that just wont let me be. I try so hard to reach dry land my breath to try and catch but this tide is just too strong for it I am no match. This ocean keeps me choking while it's hold gets ever tight I feel as though I now exist in some never ending fight. But as this sea does drag me into it's waters deep I just add to what is drowning with the rivers of tears I weep.