Departing

I can't believe the pain in my heart, the pain because you had to depart; found another whom you can be true, left me all alone, so sad and so blue; my heart feels like it will surely explode, don't know why our love had to erode; life without you is so drab and bare, you left me without a life to really care; I cry from early morn till late in the night, praying dear lord help me do what's right; but the pain persists and will not stop, I look back and see my life is a total flop; the pain just grows more with each day, stop, please stop is what I daily pray; no one will ever miss me is what I figure, I put the gun to my head and pull the trigger.