Cutting Leads

Legs shaking Arms flimsy Collar bone makin erratic movements upon waking Time is ticking Mind shifting Collaborating doesn't seem to be with me Walking with a sense of apathy Mutilation the same as birds and bees Wind blowing thru trees Stuck in my head with this disease The lack of feeling anything Whether mundane or severe Open up my arms and thighs just to cut out the pain and let air inside Watching the red trickle down one side It's amazing This small metallic slit can make lives shift Make u wanna sift thru monogamy Bigotry hypocrisy Give my end a meaning to a life lack of feeling Light headed now while bleeding Seeing it all coming to clearly There's no turning back for me....Peace