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Confessions of a monster

All along i have been blind, blind to my self, to all i do.
I have been in the dark far too long.
I must come away in the light and face what i have always know.
I'm a monster within a little girls body; with a little girls smile.
They come so willingly to my touch.
they think i am heaven ,
 when i am hell...
They don't see my pointed teeth, they don't see my tainted soul....
I was poisoned when i was very little.
Those memories, those woman, striped me of my sweetness, my softness, my innocents.
They whispered of pleasures so raw, they licked at my cheek and left the skin so black.
I have done wicked things, and i have thought wicked thoughts.
I have swallowed souls along with my own. 
The hell that is me; i must stop. No more crushed dreams, only love...
Act:5 (the final act)
Oh i have loved a true love, so fair and sweet she was.
Oh my love she was so so sweet to me.
She kissed my eyes and saw heart and washed away the pain.
yes my love, my true love, loved away all the pain.
She saw the monster and did not runaway. Oh! but my true love was stolen away, dragged
away by hell him self. She was a lush and he had the bottle. 
She was dragged away with all my pain and secrets , leaving me cleaned of everything,
cleaned of her...
These are my confessions; they say that the truth will set you free, so they say.

Copyright © Jessica Carr

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  1. Date: 5/17/2010 1:42:00 PM
    What a raw and open cut of a write this is...nothing more beautiful than brutal honesty and reflection...keep that pen in your hand Miss Jessica

  1. Date: 5/15/2010 5:45:00 PM
    well done, Jessica, have a nice one,..p.d.

  1. Date: 5/15/2010 5:26:00 PM