Big Brother

I was nine when you died, no longer to be by my side; to teach me all that I know, to help me live and to grow; always kept me by your side, as on you I always relied; loved you more than mom and dad, the best big brother a boy ever had; you were my teacher, my protector, you were my shield and deflector; you took me where ever you went, my guardian angel, heaven sent; but then one day, in anger I said, go away, I wish you were dead; a half hour later my wish came true, God, how will i survive without you;