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As Far As I Can

Sore to the bone
Running on a drop of energy
Just gotta push through
I'll rest eventually

My shoulder has gone numb
But my body feels her weight
As if she's gotten heavy
Since her unconscious state

If I could, I'd stop right now
But who knows how safe it is here
And if I could even start again
I may fall asleep I fear

Soon my body will give up
But I'll make it as far as I can
And hopefully haven isn't too far
And I can put her in helping hands

Walking all day and night
It's hard not to think on past
And any thought I come up with
Has me struggling to hold sobs back

I've kept my ears open
Trying to focus on only sounds
But all I keep on hearing
Is my shoes crunch on foreign grounds

Bang. I hear it softly.
So far but still so near.
Bang. Another gunshot sounds
And I've collapsed in fear.

I close my eyes but another goes off
This time in a memory
And now I'm filled with rage
At how repulsive humans can be

My thoughts turn to my baby
Slipping off of my shoulder
I set her down and examine her
Bloodstained gown and skin colder

My worst nightmare but it can't be true
I listen in for her sweet breath
No. No No. No No. No No.
What's this silence? This isn't death.

This time I don't close my eyes
I see a sight that makes me sob
Memory of the last I saw my wife
And now my baby's with her mom.

Each one of us left covered in crimson
By a monster, a gunshot, a blow
Their death is the death of me.
This is as far as I can go.

May 2010
Inspired by Morris Gleitzman's novel "Once," a historical fiction about a boy in Poland
during the Holocaust.

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  1. Date: 5/25/2010 9:06:00 PM
    I can sem to feel the dedication this character has in this poem. A very emotional ending, and very well written

  1. Date: 5/18/2010 1:10:00 PM
    Destiny, what an excellent poem. I thoroughly enjoyed this piece. It's going to my fav's. I wrote about a little boy in one of the camps, its called Holokauston and it's on page 19 of my poems and it's in two parts as it was longer than 2500 characters. I would love to read your comments on it, if you have a spare moment >> James

  1. Date: 5/17/2010 5:04:00 PM
    Great tribute to a very morbid topic....lots of vivid details and emotion. This rings similar to a book I recently read, called, 'Child of The Light,' co-written by J.Berliner and G. Guthridge. Chris.