Always Away

He pushes me away Every day I can't stand when he's not holding my hand But he pushes me down I cry with a frown And as i run away I can't stop to say That i was in love It must've been a mistake, i can't love Not when he treats me this way Oh he's pushing me away And yet he took my breath away When I saw him walk in today Through my stomach was tight I almost could pretend I was alright But he took off without saying a word As I stood there feeling so awkward, so absurd He texts me his apology Nice to know just what he thinks of me That he can tell his phone much later But it just makes the pain much greater Cause though I've not shed a single tear I feel like I've cried for many a year He's supposed to be My fantasy The one to hold when life gets old Someone I can cry to, and let him cry to me But nothing in my life plays out quite happily