Along Time

its been along time now sence i've had time to heal it's been a hard road thatgave me this bad deal seem like it waited for me to arive just to hit me again with tear's in my eyes. seem's like i'm paying for something i dont understand i'm tryed to live right but life expects more. this heartache i feel so deep inside ,will it ever leave and say goodbye? i've lived though some worse that life had to give, my mother dieing and my family's bad health cancer among us and life feeling like hell. but i've held to my faith and kept my site on god hopeing the light will she'd some peace . hopeing that god will give us a break and let this hurt and heartbreak go away. year's has come and years has past i know i'm stronge but how long can i last? seem's like hurt is all i've gain even when praying the hurt feel's the same did i do something wrong? that this came in my life? lord will it go away and give me back what was my happy life. will this hurt go away ? and you make me strong for this night i pray and i pray this long please help me and any family that need you so bad that need your help when the heart is so sad . please pick us all up and help us lord that we can live a happy ,loving healthy , and peaceful life amen.