Almost Awake

to give up is to end something I don't want tho not easy, I do when In question of my reasons I see goals, lack of experiences pleasure and I become motivated Where does it all go? Many answers, yet now I know why the pyramids exist I see art I am almost awake in one hand I have loving, understanding the other, hatred, criticism I make my choices based on the fragility of my time the simplicity of my condition a temporary existence so delicate and beautiful gone in an instant 0 to 85 years old at the speed of light where did it all go? what have I done? Now I see I am almost awake there is still time there will always be time How much can I fit in a moment? how long will I remember? I have my dues actions love adventures challenges people to appreciate lives to cherish thoughts to gather concepts to realize points to perceive reflections I can see I am almost awake