Affliction

I kneel my knees to please the Above Dying to eat every word from the hope Went to the prominent land with great gurus Sitting on the hot seat, listening to them Time came for judgement holding the swords of my fear First battle got victory but it wasn't remain long Tears suddenly rolled down not because of failures But for the companions stood better to receive the crown In the dark sited with a small light of candle Regrets with gigantic question, "what did I do wrong?" The unending question covered the beating heart Marked the loneliness to face the bright shine Under the humiliation around the eyes Expected that it would I overcome! Turning my head towards the abstruse gem Gives brilliant views and bogus fate!