A Living Novel

I am a walking novel So many characters in one So many chapters to unravel My life has already been written and now I'm acting it out The truth is I remember the beginning since I already experienced it but I haven't experienced the ending So only time will tell when my life story or novel is ending During my story there is so much money spending So many friendships and love relationships ending So many joys and so many pains So many rainy, sunny, snowy and cloudy days My favorite part and I hope it's there Marriage but I hope death isn't near It's something I hate and it's something I fear Let me change the subject before my eyes become full with tears I wonder about children but I already have one Will I have more? A big family will be fun. I've had a few jobs but I really want one One career for security and I need more money for fun Fun with my lover and fun with my son I really want to know will I ever have a husband