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Apoorva Rai Poem
Force.
Two,
They are two
Heavy and strong
On my top.
Their hands covering my mouth
I can't even
Scream, STOP.
Numb,
My body
Is numb.
Legs,
Shaking.
Shaking because of
The Unpleasant orgasm.
The abdomen is paining,
I feel the spasm.
I've lost power.
I am defunct.
Enervated.
And, helpless.
Lying,
One is still,
On top,
Pushing.
He's heavy and strong.
My eyes, frozen.
I look at the fan,
I feel nothing
I feel dead,
Still numb.
They see me,
They grab my face,
Violently
I don't try to steal the gaze.
I don't move
I don't cry
For
The miseries,
The Woes
I feel nothing
Not even my Palms
My toes
Cigarette
One smokes
A cigarette.
Burns me,
On my breast.
But, it hurts less.
Less than the
Burns they
Are giving me
On my core,
And, My crest.
He's done.
He enjoys his triumph
He takes a knife,
And cuts my wrists
It's bleeding,
He again, sucks my tits
Smile,
He smiles
I can not forget,
that evil curved smile
They left,
They closed my file.
My legs, still spread,
My eyes, widen, in fear.
I touch my face,I Feel no pain,
Death is near.
Locked,
Locked
are the intended eyes.
Coiled are the hair
And flicks.
Smudged is the mascara
With tears
And, the heart,
Heart is left with
The patches of fear.
The red lipstik,
I was happy to wear,
Has fused with the
Blood on face,
The same lipstik,
Now feels to me,
The biggest disgrace.
Broken.
Broken is something,
Inside me.
but What?
A lady?
A daughter,
Or an innocent soul?
Is it because of
My human role?
ICU,
I am lying,
With a million tubes and syringes
Only a few breathes left,
And i'll be out of all fringes.
Felony,
They say it's my felony.
They smash me
With a thousand calumnies.
They,
The neighbors,
The unknown.
The inhuman souls.
Why couldn't i feel the misogyny?
Coming home at
Ten in night,
They ask,
Was i out of my mind?
Was i?
When i didn't run
When i saw the red blooded eyes.
When i opened the wardrobe
And chose my Black
Bodycon?
I could have done something
I could have won.
My eyes, are closing,
I see the dark
Calling me forever.
I wish i don't get raped
Out there.
I wish there's some humanity left
And there's no one there
Who stares
~Apoorva
Copyright © Apoorva Rai | Year Posted 2017
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Apoorva Rai Poem
Heal
The story starts
And I am sitting near the reef.
Quaint, nominal
With no grief.
There you came,
Silent, like a thief.
Flabbergasted when you said
That you’ll heal.
Marking your words
I felt relief.
Absorbing your empathy
I felt lithe
Lifted me up
When I had a broken heel
Refurbish my conscience,
But, it was a short term deal.
Filled with hostility was
Your Nadir, your zenith
Construe like a contusion
Is my skin, I feel.
You didn’t cure
You didn’t heal
You hindered the wounds
Hidden in my soul beneath
The story ends
When you leave
I became furtive and
You, the secret I conceal.
(Or everything I just revealed)
~Apoorva.
Copyright © Apoorva Rai | Year Posted 2017
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Apoorva Rai Poem
there are some things in my fate,
that cannot ever be changed!
there are some mistakes,
that my excuses can never explain!
when i see a shine in dawn,
i try to figure out what does it mean
its just like a vision,
never saw some thing so clean!
there are some moments,
that will never happen again!
there are some reasons,
for which i always feel ashamed!
I have been thinking about them,
from a long n long time!
Not even relaxed for a while,
With my eyes open wide!
There are some decisions,
of mine that went in vain!
there are some obstacles,
due to which on me it rains!
This is the story of my life,
I told u all!
my sleepless nights,
my ups n falls!! ?
Copyright © Apoorva Rai | Year Posted 2016
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