i hope you never stop singing
a songbird beloved who moves with intention
will find themselves in times of trouble
mother mary on their bustier—
a sight for those with the privilege to see.
stands on a paddleboard oaring towards me.
embodies a world full of pain in their bones
and their muscles
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Categories:
chronic pain, body, endurance, friendship love,
Form: Free verse
Chronic Pain
Please tell the world — pain is real,
It doesn’t vanish, it doesn’t heal.
Some may smile and say “you’ll mend,”
But this is a war that will never end.
Chronic pain doesn’t come-and-go,
It’s in your joints, it’s all you know.
It lingers in silence, behind each breath,
A quiet shadow that mimics death.
Debilitating, crushing, it’s stolen my days,
In a thousand
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Categories:
chronic pain, body, cry, pain,
Form: Free verse
Chronic Pain
No one believes me
They say it’s in my head
But half of the time
I can not even get out of bed.
Then the day came
A new specialist
Let’s see if today
I can make a fist.
They said they believe me
But let’s just wait and see
Let’s find out if they can help me
Become pain free.
Medication once again
Will this ever end
I
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Categories:
chronic pain, angel, baby, bereavement, birth,
Form: Free verse
Nine Months Ago Part 2
It's only 2:00 am.
I even waited to take the drugs
till midnight,
so I wouldn't have to fight
an extra 2 hours through the night
Not that it makes much of a difference.
In 4.5 hours my alarm will go off
(not that I really need one)
and I'll continue to just survive
each torturous moment.
The only difference is the daytime
doesn't have the
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Categories:
chronic pain, anxiety, depression, health, mental
Form: Spoken Word
Nine Months Ago Part 1
These next _ minutes are going to be hard...
I open my eyes
Not sure what time it is,
but I bet I can guess.
The drugs never work
for more than 2 hours,
and the distress from the
pressure in my head and throat
has been suppressing more than
2 hours of sleep a night
for months now -
even with the drugs.
They have
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Categories:
chronic pain, anxiety, depression, health, mental
Form: Spoken Word
Afloat
I am simply trying to stay afloat
In an otherwise sinking land
An escape between past and future
An island of pain
Treaded up
Barefoot in the sand
Grains of memories stuck in the creases
Standing is sore
Walking is sore
On my hands and knees I beg
Relief is all I pray for
The physical and mental
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Categories:
chronic pain, cry, depression, grief, pain,
Form: Free verse
Chronic
Waking moments feel like eternity,
When pain swallows the serenity,
Everyday life is no longer the same,
"You seem to have Chronic pain"
Doctors can't find the cause or solution,
I cry and scream,
Who is there to blame,
Not everything can be proven,
but not everyone believes,
"Its nothing but laziness",
I scream mercy but they are all merciless,
Chronic pain,
Feeling shame,
Takes me
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Categories:
chronic pain, anger, confusion, cry, dark,
Form: Rhyme
What I Learned From Chronic Pain
1. know your limits
-don't exceed them when you know it will only cause you more pain
-push past them every day and embrace the sting
2. you aren't alone
-not only this, but you alone are not enough
-don't let them tell you that you are
-you will only get through this
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Categories:
chronic pain, encouraging, inspirational, pain,
Form: List
15 Year Sentence My Fight For Freedom
15 years I have been a prisoner
I was the victim of identity theft
Who I was, that person was stolen,
And it was I who had to do the time
Despite not being the culprit of the crime
Half my life was taken away from me
and i couldn't do anything about it
apart from
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Categories:
chronic pain, addiction, conflict, depression, emotions,
Form: Free verse
Discarded
I feel broken, incapacitated
This Migraine Disease has stolen
So much time from my life
But also the relationships
So many cannot cope
With someone with chronic pain
So we become unworthy
Slowly people lose touch
Or some create stories
To fit their agenda that
We don’t fit into anymore
We are not believed
We are histrionic
No one can have chronic pain that
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Categories:
chronic pain, judgement, loneliness, pain,
Form: Free verse
She Said Goodbye
No, she said, it just wasn’t worth a try.
Her life, she said, it must come to an end.
Goddess Latona of the darkness said goodbye.
Mother enigmatic could no longer pretend.
Her children caught in advancing adulthood,
we never clearly understood her daily anguish.
She exposed parts of her hidden to us by motherhood.
How dare she bring her
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Categories:
chronic pain, death, family, grief, lost
Form: Rhyme
Chronic Pain, My Old Friend
Good Morning Pain
Another day, Old Friend
Silent and invisible
Besides the cracking of my joints
and the pounding in my head
Every Day You And Me
I've grown tired of the misery
Its easier to sleep you away
At least I can't feel you then
But there you are the next morning
You follow me around
With claws in my shoulders and neck
And
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Categories:
chronic pain, how i feel, mental
Form: Free verse
Chronic Pain
I wake every morning
Sometimes in the middle of the night
With a jolt, or a sting, and it causes a fright
It could be anywhere
Head, sides or knee
But it has never, or will be, any less than three
I fear my death at any given time
The slightest of itches makes my anxiety climb
My ears are
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Categories:
chronic pain, anxiety, cry, fear, hurt,
Form: Rhyme
Pain No Pleasure
Pain it's back again
Coursing through each vein
Pain it never leaves
Consuming me for its needs
Pain hangs on me
Theres no where to hide or flee
Pain my bestest friend
Haunting me to no end
Pain emotional physical
It's no luxury or paradisiacal
Pain lies in wait
Pouncing no need for bait
Pain arrives unannounced
Staying for
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Categories:
chronic pain, anxiety, health, hurt, lost,
Form: Rhyme
Chronic Pain Changes You
pain
chronic
mind boggling
nothing like it
it changes your mood.
it’s completely
life changing
chronic
pain
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Categories:
chronic pain, pain,
Form: Ninette
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