Why Dady, Why Adult Content


You have no-idea how many times over the years
(after I ran away from home , to stop my dad trying to kill me again)
that I wondered what was so wrong with me that he hated
me enough to try and kill me ?
why ?  why ?  why ?
I understood why mum left when I was 7
he was cruel and selfish to her
but us kid's ?
the hateful stares at the dinner table
the long uncomfortable silences
when me and my sister dare-not utter a sound,
Or out came the big leather belt !
I went to school some days black and blue
from my shoulders to the backs of my knees.
I got sent home once;
one of the teachers saw the bruises;
that got me another beating , and this time he broke my nose.
I don't hate him anymore
he has been a long time dead now.
I will never forget his cruelty.
thank you for reading...
If you see abuse happening 
please report it;
YOU MIGHT SAVE A LIFE.

Elizabeth alexander             11/2/2016.
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Copyright © | Year Posted 2016



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Date: 3/12/2016 7:04:00 AM
Some things we may never know the reason why to, no matter how much we try to reason. There were lines that made me wince, and appropriately so. This poem may save a life!
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Elizabeth Alexander
Date: 3/13/2016 12:09:00 PM
so kind of you to read and comment; appreciate the support. the dates at the base of the poems is the date I first wrote them. hormones have opened-up new neuronal pathways, I was never poetic before. Elizabeth.*rose*